alone - Jon walker

it's 10 o'clock in the morning
i don't want to get up today
i don't know what else to say
i'm all alone
i could have been home yesterday

it doesn't feel like the summer
it's cold when there's nothing to do
december looks so much like june
i'm all alone
on the phone talking to you

i thought that i would be happy
i thought i had nothing to lose
they say that good things come in twos
i'm all alone
but at least i'm out of the news

it's 10 o'clock in the evening
what did i do with my day
i feel like i'm wasting away
i'm all alone
with the words i wish i could say

it's 3 o'clock in the morning
i'm on a plane headed east
i'm not going to get any sleep
but i'm going home
because i have some one i need

so what's going to happen tomorrow?
there's really know way to know
i'll just have to get up and go
i won't be afraid
as long as i'm never alone
no i won't be afraid
as long as i'm never alone
i can't be afraid
and god knows i can't be alone

credits

from Home Recordings, released 06 January 2011

growing a beard - jon walker

i am growing a beard
i hope it isn't weird
when i look into the mirror
will i recognize myself
i don't want to look like someone else
i'm just trying to stay warm

i made a fire, one with a purpose
everything i didn't need went inside it
and in the morning i felt so much better
moving forward with next to nothing helps

i wish someone told me this was going to happen
but it was probably better that way
what is a life without any lessons
what is a story without a happy end

Paganism - Spell to bring money..

TO Obtain Money..

Done during full moon.
-Fill your couldron half full of water and drop a silver coin into it . Position the couldron so that light from the moon shines into the water. gently sweeps your hands just above the surface , symbolically  gathering the moon's



While doing this say

"Lovely Lady of the moon , bring to me your wealth right soon. fill my hands with silver and gold. All your gives my purse can hold . "

Repeat this 3 x . When finished, pour the water upon the Earth.

SteAmpunk-

 

Shadow man

Shadow man 

This is story about a girl name Marilyn . She is ugly and has no friends. She like boys totally indeed but no boys like her . Her classmates always make fun to her and call her names but in one night something magical happen.

     She not turn into beautiful girl but she see a man with handsome looking face sleep with her in her dream . Then she wake up and see around no one there except the doll name Andrew.

       The story of her life begin when she not want to live in this world anymore. She decide to kill herself , she can’t stand anymore hear people laughing to her and make her head  want to explode.  She took a knife and want to cut her wrist but she hear a voice told her to stop . She think that maybe her imagination but then she hear it again .

     The doll talk to him that someone is loving her. Andrew love her and then the doll appear become very handsome man .  Marilyn stunned she not know what to do . she thinks she is crazy but this is real a Very handsome man stood a front of him with naked .

    This make she so nervous. She took her cloth to wear although that is girl shirt . Then she go to town to buy some cloth for man but Andrew is hiding in her room.

Her parents freak out when their daughter buying a man cloth . they thought their daughter will become tomboy or whatever it mean.

      Marilyn enters the room and see no more Andrew there . This is insane. She seek Andrew anywhere in the house where her boyfriend goes. (I mention boyfriend although maybe this is only imaginary friends or anything) . She upsets and goes back to her room . Finally her saw the doll . Andrew become back to his old body that’s is a doll .

   Next morning , Julia is the one of  Marilyn new neighbour come visit her , she is nice and much more younger than Marilyn . Marilyn make friend with julia . 
  One day Julia enter marilyn room and took away Andrew from Marilyn bedroom . Marilyn thats time not know julia enter to her room while she is shower . Julia leave the house with the doll andrew.
     At 12 midnight hour , Marilyn want go to sleep , usually she kiss andrew before she go to sleep , but then she realise that andrew is missing !!
     She decided to find andrew tomorrow because she want to sleep . 
In her dream she dream that Andrew with the whole human body figures say goodbye to her and suddenly she wake up from the nightmare!!
     Next morning she see lot of police  officer surround their neighbour house .Marilyn wonder what is going on , but she know something terrible is happening!!

House of elves

House of elves

                       Something in the forest are missing , not everyone knows what creature live in the forest. Some folks may say the birds , animals , tree and all the species they may knows. But what about something that we never seen. I mean creature that we not see with our naked eyes that live in the forest . The creature that I was mention is an Elves. The Elves that live deep in the forest .

                     Anthoney is a man who claim meet the Elves. His experience change his life forever. He is an explorer that never satisfy in his life. He always love to go outside and camping . he never been married and he always love nature than a women. This is his problem . He has experience over twenty years as explorer but at age 44 years old everything is change his whole live forever. Guess  what he meet the elves that live in the forest .

           The elves that live in that forest has two kinds . The  white elves and dark elves. The white is a good and dark is evil  .  Anthoney is lucky because he met the white elves. Dark elves hate with human and they believe eating man flesh can increase their power .

          Anthoney meet the chief of all white elves . He introduces to Anthoney his granddaughter Elva . Elva is the prettiest elves among the elves . Anthoney felt like this is his first time fall in love but with not the same  species like him . Human fall in love with the elves.

      Anthoney walk alone in the forest . Then he found the spring water that are being told to him by The Elves chief  “humans whose drank the water from this spring will be young “ . Anthoney drink that water and he feel like one year younger than his age . he see his reflection on the mirror of the water . He see his gray hair begins to disappear. 

To be continued...

CoLdPlAy _fIx You

When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse

And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste
Could it be worse?

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

And high up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go

But if you never try you'll never know
Just what you're worth

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you

Tears stream down your face
When you lose something you cannot replace
Tears stream down your face
And I

Tears stream down your face
I promise you I will learn from my mistakes
Tears stream down your face
And I

Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you